i should say it in 2005

did u see a film "love actually" before

there is a scene which is sooo impressive that i wanna share with u

in xmas

a man with a portable cassette player and sheets of posterboard visits a woman

when she opens the door

without a word and just shows her the posterboards one by one...:

"-say it is carol singers-

(then he plays the tape which is silent night, holy night)

-with any luck, by next yr-

-i will be going out with one of these girls-

(shows photos of some artists)

-but for now let me say-

-without hope or agenda-

-just coz it is xmas-

-and at xmas u tell the truth-

-to me, u are perfect-

-and my wasted heart will love u-

-until u look like this-

(shows a photo of mummy)

-merry xmas-"

well

in fact

it should be a different version in 2003

anyway

bygones are bygones

it doesnt matter right now