she has confirmed we come to an end.

an end.

y i hv to giv up if i hv learnt a lesson?

how can i give it up when i m still in luv with her?

the future is no longer ours, it d only be mine, be hers.

few days ago, she texted saying tht hope we could get thru this if we work together but nt side by side.

i keep trying v hard, nvr dare to loose my hand a bit.

few days later, she prefer it comes to an end.

i hv learnt i hv learnt i hv learnt i hv learnt all she wants is me to learn, and i did.

u d feel double pain/ ashamed/ guilty if u did sth wrong.

and i do now.

i m reli upset.

becos she wants to give up, she thinks in the dark side.

i tried every method to mend it.

i tried any chance i hv.

she nvr changes but me.

jus she d nvr give me the last chance to change for her.

she asked me to move on.

i can move on in everythg but not her.

y we hv to let it end if we r still happily going out?

i dun want to be ur ex, dun want to be anyone of them. my heart is like being hammered straight thru it.

we hv talked abt growing old together, we hv talked abt going to russia/ london together, we hv promised to be with ea other forever.

i luv her so but jus i m a bit late. but nth is too late, nth is...

i d luv to giv up everythg to hv her back. we still had lots of happy time, we r still hving lots of happy time. the canvas drawing boards i bought but we hvnt painted them together. there're lots of movie/ places/ thgs waiting for us.

i m nt the victim jus i m too sad to be happy.

hammersmith/ tate/ south bank/ london zoo/ high st ken/ ... lots of places recall the memory of ours.

memory cant be forgotten.

memory cant be wiped out.